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A Void Where She Once Was:
2023-04-04

Was I that boring?
Did I not make you feel loved?
Was I not there for you?
I wanted answers...
But all I got was "it's not you" or "It's just time".
But those don't answer anything.

And I tried! I tried, to show how much you meant to me.
I tried to show you were my world.
Then I cried, and cried, knowing you had other plans for me.
And after all this time, I was fooled...I thought you really loved me...

You had my love, my devotion, and you had my heart.
Why was that not good enough?
Why does change in your life mean I'm not worth your love?
Do you now hate me? Or is there someone who's replaced me?

And I tried! I tried, to show how much you meant to me.
I tried to show you were my world.
Then I cried, and cried, since you chose another guy than me.
And the pain that I felt froze me cold...I thought you really loved me...

I held you, let you lay your head when you were blue.
I always tried to be there for you.
Even when I was struggling to find my voice, I chose you.
Why, when you were struggling, did you not choose me, too?

I feel so used, and abandoned.
Replaced in all of the things in which I felt I showed my love.
I didn't know that loving me was only for a while, and I'm not worth loving any more...not like that...

I cried out, and I called...but it was no use at all...you were gone...
I loved with all my heart, but you've broke it all apart. I feel so alone, and thrown away.

I don't wanna loose my best friend, my companion, my rock, but feel I wasn't given a choice.
I wasn't wanted like that. I'm no longer welcome like that.
I want my friend back, but she's gone.
And all I see is a void where she once was...